Lingering thoughts

Perhaps, I was right from the start. I should never have trusted some people. I live in a world so much different than theirs. A world that's so much more alive, colorful, bright, and vibrant than they could possibly ever imagine. A sophisticated, high end, exclusive world, they probably will never ever touch or even get a glimpse of in their pathetic lives. I was always ahead. But I stumbled in a foolish trap. I stooped down. I nearly became one of them. And I hated myself for that.