It's christmas!

Yes, it's the season to be jolly. But the truth is, I can barely feel the spirit of xmas. It's been like this for the past 3 or 4 years ever since I decided to go to medical school. The christmas decorations are still here, so are the presents, the joyous mood, but still, I've become so cold-hearted to actually forget it's the season to be jolly! I don't know how many more xmas's it will take before I can feel its spirit again. But then again, I DO know why we're celebrating xmas.